i just feel like posting something even though this is non sense. i’m spending my spare time in reading wattpad stories especially dating alys perez. it is the second book of seducing drake palma and i swear to you guys, this is really a wonderful story. i wonder if this wattpad stories really happen in real life. if yes, to those people who have this kinda story, you’re very lucky and i’m very jealous. is there really a guy who can wait for like 4 years? is there a girl who can just go in his boyfriend’s house and who can go home for like 12 in the midnight? are there parents who really love the boyfriend of their daughter? omg, see? this post is really non sense. i always daydream that one day, it will happen to me also like a fairytale.
so it’s been a long time since i post a playlist. so i have new downloaded songs. i always listened to this songs especially when we are out of town and if i’m studying. hope you’ll like these songs because i really like them.
- Best friend - Jason Chen
- Unexpectedly - Jason Chen
- Still in love - Jason Chen
- Invisible - Jason Chen
- Different star - Brother Su ft. Lovey
- Surprised - Kim Bo Kyung
1. If you like someone, wait.
2. Give lots of compliments, even if you’re shy. Everyone else is too.
3. Change. Get a haircut, try new perfume, get new sheets. Become better than you were before.
4. Eat healthier. Learn to cook something fancy.
5. Get up earlier and watch the sun come up.
6. Wear soft clothes, take a bath, drink something warm.
7. Meet someone new, even just a friend.
8. Become closer with your friends and your family. Call your mother. Cry with your best friend. Tell everyone how much you appreciate them.
9. Keep your room clean. Buy some candles. Let the natural light in.
10. Make a list of reasons why you’ll be better off without them. Believe they are true, because they are.
11. Listen to new music.
12. Write everything you’re thinking and feeling. Write letters. Write happy letters, sad letters, and angry letters, even if you’re never going to send them.
13. It’s okay to be sad, but not forever. Sadness is not as beautiful as music makes it seem. Lack of sleep makes your eyes droopy, not deep. Wake up every morning and tell yourself you’re going to have a good day.
14. Go to the library. Don’t forget to look in the music section.
15. Remove them from your life. Get rid of the things they gave you if they make you sad. They’re not worth it. You will never be happy if you continue to hold on to the things that make you sad.
16. Make new memories.
17. Try to find something to appreciate in everything you do or experience.
18. Being alone is okay, you don’t have to surround yourself with people.
19. Become your own best friend. Buy yourself coffee and drink it alone in a cafe. Take your time.
20. Learn to love every bit of yourself.
so it’s like i really don’t post anything here in my blog. actually, i don’t want to post this random thoughts of mine today because of what happened to lucio. as in, i really feel depressed right now like i don’t want to study anything even though our subjects tomorrow are all majors. since i’m using my laptop, i decided to post something. i don’t want to use tumblr on my ipad and i seldom use my laptop so i’m really inactive. but of course, the very reason why i am inactive is that i’m busy with school. there’s a lot of stuff to do in school especially prelims is already near. almost everyday is a busy day well except for thursday. i don’t know what’s with cph (it’s community and public health) and we always don’t have classes. our professors said that we will go out for community services but i don’t know. wednesday is the busiest day of the week. well actually it’s tuesday. because i study my lessons for wednesday on tuesday. so what do you think is the busiest day? we have a moving exam tomorrow in histology but i’m still not studying anything. if i’m depressed, i’m like this. cytogenetics is my hate subject for this sem because i can’t really understand anything even a single word (well of course except for the word, cell) I don’t know what is my score in the first quiz (hope i have) so what else. i want to post photos especially regarding school but of course, hello laziness. i’m starting to be normal with my post-ultimate crush. but i’m still in the stage of moving on. i want to be friends with him again but i don’t think that’s a good idea. for what i did with him, i don’t think we can be friends again. not acting strange anymore is enough for me. i don’t want to be awkward with him anymore especially he is my classmate in almost all of my subjects. i don’t have a crush with anyone right now. my friends are already enough to make me smile and be inspired. so much for today. i need to study for histo. remember. good night fellas.